December 2010
8 posts
又有什麼好堅持
被愛的人說很無聊,卑鄙.
被愛的人討厭.
這樣,又有什麼好堅持.
被指著來罵….
2010都該完了吧.
我太笨,和太差.
然後,
一啖砂糖,一啖屎.
你食屎啦
sucks
you know what?
we quarelled again.just today.
well i understand.
my fault.
but i really cant accept somehow what a person can be so pissed off like that.
i kept my mouth shut. I know, whatever wt i said, just would be bounced back by shits.
just i left the door,
‘so dont go back home!’
even my family wont shout up such a thing to me……
so dont go back home.
oh so...
吃飯休息
紅豆.
又再聽一次這首歌.
星期日的我,什麼都不用做,應該說,我已經做不來了.
在家中,她睡在我身邊.
在路上,她說:「不要這樣說,上帝讓你是女生一定有理由的.」
有理由的.
「連我都喜歡上你,怎麼會沒有人喜歡你呢?」
「或者我比較適合一個人吧」
「才不要,一個人不是不好,但我們都不要一個人就好了.總要與人一起.」
聖誕了,我經常都想.
一年,就這樣一年.
陪她的時間,
好似都好短.
long day long week
work all day long.
sometimes i ask myself why i have to work so damn hard.
for what man?
well for the dream.
for what i really need.
i am really tired of the work now…
fucking technische Ausbau…
hab echt keine Ahnung damit.
wie soll ich hinkriegen.
verdamnt.
damn tired
why i cant just rest for 15 mins?
just simply a rest.
i mean totally a rest…
why
I dont know why i have to study all day long, do my projects all day long.
I want a rest. But when I lay in bed, i cant fall asleep in just 15 min.
damn.
Fucking many things in my head.
so many.
how can I KO them before xmas!???
I really dont know………….damn
Sometimes I really want to die.